a.long.post

it's a long.long time after my last post

now i'm back
doing this blogging
and of course,things happen
and...its going to be a long post this time

1st thing i couldn't barely forget
during a month of june,
i was no longer called as a trainee student of MPOB
its a sad thing.i even cried.lots of tears i shed
though i've tried hardly to stop it from falling (my tears).
it seems i've known those great people for so long
thanks
for all of you
for being in one of my chapter of life
but,i believe, life really teaches us something
Allah teaches us,with His own ways
and,for these time.
i learned.on how to let go
i learned.nothing in this world is really mine
i wish i could have them in my life
but they are not mine.they are Allah's
He has great plans for them.
and the plans maybe will not be me included
and i believe,He do have plans for me too
i'm not gonna sit here and hanging by our sweet memories forever
so.i let go of them
i let go of you guys.
i'm gonna miss all of you
and gonna miss Dr.Karimah too

anak2 dr.karimah

secondly.my family and i (except my father) moved out
moved to a new house.yea~
but still in kota bharu.
a nice house i can tell
big enough for 4 peoples in there
hehe
for the time of moving out.
i extremely been busy.
it tooks a week to move out
and i even put some paint on my room and furniture
i like it so much
so bad i didin't make a try to sleep in it
bcoz i have to be back in UKM,one day after i finished decorated my room
arghhhh..i'm being patient now

3rdly, my family and i now.running a hamper business
thanks to aifa who gave this idea to me
the business runs well i guess
at least for beginner like us
so.anyone who is interesting on having hampers on your occassion
any occasion,any price,any number of time you would like to have
you can contact me or this number
019-9219188
but.this service only available at kelantan only.for the time being

4thly, ive learned
after 1 year being with my syazwan
i realized.he do really loves me
thank you
for your sincere feeling towards me
i couldn't even let you go now.

again.mohd syazwan mohd rasli

i know.u are of my dugaan hidup that Allah gives to me
i'm maybe not strong enough to let u go
i'm not strong enough to not keep thinking about you
but i wish
i could thinking more about Allah instead of you
i really want to thank Allah for this blessings i have these days
i want to thank you.Wan.for not leaving me alone
not even a day.not even a minute.and not even a second
thank you
i want to thank my family for giving me this homesick symptoms
and of course.my great friends who always be with me

my two little sisters

and.these days.i do feel.world being nice to me