.deeper conversation.

i love this song very much
by yuna
i dedicate it specially for you
mohd syazwan mohd rasli

.engineer gonna be.
...............................................

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

.sickness.

its been a while
since last post

ayat di atas di guna apabila anda malas untuk meng up date blog anda

past few days.its been hectic
1.pemilihan tajuk thesis
2.perbentangan li
3.assignmentssss
and
4.saya telah jatuh sakit

pada mulanya, saya ingat kan demam biasa je
so.xde la nk heran sangat
pegi pK(pusat kesihatan) pon dengan konfidennya
tetapi.bila sampai kt pk tu
kami (dat tym,i went there along with aifa)
kena buat ujian saringan H1N1
alamak.sangat cuak la masa tu.
sbb,kriteria2 org yg berpotensi ade H1N1 adalah :

a)demam
b)sakit tekak
c)selsema
d)sakit sendi
e)hm.dh x igt ape dia next kriteria

and.i had all of the symptoms,except for the flu

bila dah check up ngn doktor
Alhamdulillah.
i negatively had those H1N1
tapi.demam kali ni laen macam sket
saya sakit satu badan
badan saya sensitif terhadap sentuhan.
bila sentuh je.sakit
hati saya gelisah semacam
and.saya hanya kuat apabila makan ubat
bila kesan ubat dh hilang.sakit saya datang kembali

secara jujur.saya banyak juga mengeluh
dan mengadu (sori umi n syazwan.hehe)
namun.saya cuba juga untuk terus kuat dan tabah
dalam menempuh dugaan yang tak seberapa ni.
berkat berpegang pada kata2 yang mengatakan
sakit ini adalah salah satu cara untuk Allah menghapuskan dosa2 kecil
saya kembali bersemangat
terima kasih kerana mengingatkan saya pada perkara ini.syazwan

little nikmat had been taken from me.and already i'm at lost
Subhanallah


ada gaya doktor x?hehe

i.need.help

i just started my class for this sem
already busy around on thinking
report li.tittle for thesis.choosing the supervisor
and.bla2..
well....keep busy on thinking uswatooon....
soon u're gonna miss out a lot of things surrounding you..

haih..i'm in da susah hati mode right now

selalu,saya memikirkan
kenapa saya ditempatkan di tempat yang tidak pernah saya pilih
kenapa saya selalu diberikan perasaan gundah, perasaan marah. dan sedih

kenapa saya diberikan sesuatu yang saya x suka?

soalan2 diatas,byk dipetik dari blog seorang teman
nampaknya,kami mempunyai persoalan yang sama
dan.mungkin mempunyai rasa yang sama ketika ini

dan.saya percaya.soalan2 ini,seringkali bermain di fikiran banyak org
bergantung kepada iman sesorang itu utk mencari jawapan samua ini

dan.bagi saya.
saya harus memperkuatkan lagi iman saya
saya harus mendalami.dan menerima dengan sepenuh hati
apa itu qada' dan qadar
yang penting,saya harus mengenali dengan lebih mendalam
siapa itu Rabb saya,dan Rabb anda semua.Allah.
mungkin,lately,saya agak jauh dengan-NYA
terlalu memikirkan duniawi
perasaan2 seperti ini dikurniakan pada saya
bukan untuk menyusahkan saya,tetapi
hanya cuma untuk saya mencari jalan kembali kepada-NYA
betapa Allah menyanyangi hambanya

seperti pepatah yang diperkatakan oleh saudara Hilal Asyraf :

"walau diri seringkali alpa,walau di beban segunung dosa,walau jauh dari rahmat-NYA,Allah tidak melupakan kita"

saya ingin menjaga iman saya
ini hasrat saya yang terbesar
namun.saya sekarang seperti kalah terhadap dugaan
kalah terhadap godaan dan nafsu
sepertinya, saya memerlukan pertolongan
help!

terima kasih dayah.atas pesanan anda tadi
"jaga iman ya us"
satu peringatan yang sangat bermakna
terima kasih suriani,hidayah, sebab dtg UKM hari ni
seronok sangat keluar tadi
nanti keluar lagi ye

teringat plak zaman seronok kt MPOB dulu.huhu

a.long.post

it's a long.long time after my last post

now i'm back
doing this blogging
and of course,things happen
and...its going to be a long post this time

1st thing i couldn't barely forget
during a month of june,
i was no longer called as a trainee student of MPOB
its a sad thing.i even cried.lots of tears i shed
though i've tried hardly to stop it from falling (my tears).
it seems i've known those great people for so long
thanks
for all of you
for being in one of my chapter of life
but,i believe, life really teaches us something
Allah teaches us,with His own ways
and,for these time.
i learned.on how to let go
i learned.nothing in this world is really mine
i wish i could have them in my life
but they are not mine.they are Allah's
He has great plans for them.
and the plans maybe will not be me included
and i believe,He do have plans for me too
i'm not gonna sit here and hanging by our sweet memories forever
so.i let go of them
i let go of you guys.
i'm gonna miss all of you
and gonna miss Dr.Karimah too

anak2 dr.karimah

secondly.my family and i (except my father) moved out
moved to a new house.yea~
but still in kota bharu.
a nice house i can tell
big enough for 4 peoples in there
hehe
for the time of moving out.
i extremely been busy.
it tooks a week to move out
and i even put some paint on my room and furniture
i like it so much
so bad i didin't make a try to sleep in it
bcoz i have to be back in UKM,one day after i finished decorated my room
arghhhh..i'm being patient now

3rdly, my family and i now.running a hamper business
thanks to aifa who gave this idea to me
the business runs well i guess
at least for beginner like us
so.anyone who is interesting on having hampers on your occassion
any occasion,any price,any number of time you would like to have
you can contact me or this number
019-9219188
but.this service only available at kelantan only.for the time being

4thly, ive learned
after 1 year being with my syazwan
i realized.he do really loves me
thank you
for your sincere feeling towards me
i couldn't even let you go now.

again.mohd syazwan mohd rasli

i know.u are of my dugaan hidup that Allah gives to me
i'm maybe not strong enough to let u go
i'm not strong enough to not keep thinking about you
but i wish
i could thinking more about Allah instead of you
i really want to thank Allah for this blessings i have these days
i want to thank you.Wan.for not leaving me alone
not even a day.not even a minute.and not even a second
thank you
i want to thank my family for giving me this homesick symptoms
and of course.my great friends who always be with me

my two little sisters

and.these days.i do feel.world being nice to me