masak.masak

yum.yum.

cheese cake
today we were doing cheese cake
erk..actually..we're not really doing it
i was just prepared d ingredient
safina assisted dr.karimah a lot..erk...kind of la
n..of coz...d boys..sitting around n tgu untuk mkn..
(hehe.sje je xnk state kt cni yg diorg pown ade bwat keje gk=p)

our markerting manager.
sdg menunggu kek masak


so....bg sesape yg mau taw sdikit sbyak mcm mane agaknya cheese cake dibuat
sila rujuk di bawah.
tapi,klo mau taw banyak2 pasal kek ni
kena la cari sndiri ea
huhu
kitorg pown amek resipi ni dari internet je
dr. cakap,ni resipi menipu
once again
bear ur ears ladies



some of d ingredients


palm oil based cream cheese


whip2.


tangan matahari


dr. dont like this appearance
bear ur ears plz.


tadaa.beautiful.


we made it four cakes.lg dua cake xtaw dh pegi mane


so.its easy as dat.
try it ursellf
mind u
we're not taking 'masak-masak' course here
we're doing food study
we're studying how good our product is.
PALM OIL BASED CHEESE
da detail bout dis cheese
akan diberitahu kelak
apabila sy cukup rajin untuk menaip panjang2.
hee~

kerja la.lalalalalala~

currently

i'm at mpob

(malaysian palm oil board)

with a kinda susah hati mode

(erk...bcoz i slalu menggedik bwat aksi merajuk)

got lots to think about

but still doing nothing

just looking at my friends doing their works

wif aifa beside me here

kaluting about her anti virus

wif azmeer...peeking at my blog posting

su,dayah and safina doing some reading
and me...doing nothing
melangut and waiting for 12.00..for lunch
sy sedang melakukan attitude pekerja kerajaan
harap maklum
petang nanti kami akn menuju ke cheese plant
dan melakukan tugas2 harian.
.sweeping.moping.gardening.
i kinda bosan doing dis routine work
i'm geting older before my time
i miss my yesterdays
somehow, i really wanna turn back time.

turn.back.time

yesterday,we
me + incik sepet

ini ialah incik sepet

pegi menonton Pink Panther 2
at GSC Alamanda
citer nya xde la best sgt
i give it 5 over 10 la

what makes me laugh is not da story itself
tp..tgk gelagat penonton..
cinema tu pnoh dgn kanak2
diorg bwat cinema tu mcm umah diorg je
bsing2,lari2,nangis2...
aiyay~sgt riuh itu wayang
tp..xd sape pn nk mrh diorg tu
al maklumla...bdk2
itu yg best jd bdk2
they are full of life
they never know to complicate things
full of trust in people
no sins
i kinda miz my good old days
miz my umi and abah so much
i wish i could turn back time
well..at least
i've turned back time a little
i met wif my old..old..old fwens
sha,nasfa and my class president, mat Ju

me,sha n nasfa...picture was taken by mat Ju

oh god.
how much i miss them all
i dunno why
people keep wanting to turn back times
they never really wanna live in dis present time
are they?
i love my life,my moment rite now
i do miss my past..really.miss them so much
but still..i don't wanna miss dis moment over my past
thanks to those who had made my dis days as a precious moment

note.to.self

Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric illness that describes an eating disorder, characterized by extreme low body weight and body image distortion, with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia are known to control body weight commonly through the means of voluntary starvation, purging, excessive exercise or other weight control measures, such as diet pills or diuretic drugs. While the condition primarily affects adolescent females, approximately 10% of people with the diagnosis are male. Anorexia nervosa, involving neurobiological, psychological, and sociological components, is a complex condition that can lead to death in severe cases.


To be diagnosed as having anorexia nervosa :

1. Refusal to maintain body weight at or above a minimally normal weight for age and height
   
2. Intense fear of gaining weight or becoming obese
   
3. Disturbance in the way in which one's body weight or shape is experienced, undue influence of body weight or shape on self-evaluation, or denial of the seriousness of the current low body weight.
   
4. The absence of at least three consecutive menstrual cycles (amenorrhea) in women who have had their first menstrual period but have not yet gone through menopause
   

Changes due to anorexia :


Physical

• Extreme weight loss
• Body mass index less than 18.5 in adults, or 85% of expected weight in children
  
• Stunted growth
  
• Thinning of the hair
  
• Tooth decay
• Dry skin
• etc

Psychological

• Distorted body image
  
• Poor insight
  
• Self-evaluation largely, or even exclusively, in terms of their shape and weight
  
• Pre-occupation or obsessive thoughts about food and weight
  
• Refusal to accept that one's weight is normal, or healthy
  
• Refusal to accept that one's weight is dangerously low even when it could be deadly
  
• Perfectionism

Emotional

• Low self-esteem and self-efficacy
• Phobia of becoming overweight
• Clinical depression or chronically low mood
• Mood swings
  

so,does anyone of us do have some of stated symptoms above?
well,i do...
and it bothers me a lot..
i lost my self esteem..even when i'm wif my baby..
Ya Allah, kuatkan iman aku..supaya aku tidak terlalu memikirkan
masalah2 dunia yg begitu kecil ini.amin~

freedom

today
sgt n tersangat fri kt mpob tu
smpai bole tdo2 lg kt surau..
ish2
tp...not really my fault..
xde keje..
dats y org ckp..attitude pekerja kerajaan ni..
erm
macam
erm
trok sket
sorry
dats d truth
n dat attitude sdg menular dlm diri aku.
oh no!
actually..no la...

too happy to have dis freedom

ari ni..ktorg sgt super duper fri sb
supervisor ktorg xde
pegi Sabah bah..
so..its kinda freedom to us..
freedom smpai bosan tahap gler...
somehow..i kinda miss Dr Karimah.
erk..apakah???

.cupcakes.

yin
i noe u are in d happiest mode ever rite now
i'm glad
i'm happy too
looking forward for dis weekend..
jage2 eh...
kami g sokedeng nnti..
=p
do cherish ur aiman

some cupcakes for you

beginer

look.
i'm a beginer here..about all dis blog stuff
sy bdak bru blajar..klo salah sila tunjukkan..hee..
like always..when comes to 'genting' time like dis..
i lost my words..
erk..by d way...saat genting kah ini..
hehe..
today..i'm kinda happy going to work..
doing all d work stuff..and doing all d 'lepaking stuff'
bersemangat waja!
bcoz..my baby gave me some 'sedative' last nite..
xoxo

wish to be like dis forever wif my baby

went back to college after work wif blue 'TY'
.letih.
hargai la mase balajar anda
once u are no more have d status of 'student'
u'll realize how beautiful it is to be a student
u'll never complaint all those assignment,or exam stuff
working makes u feel old.
nobody really love to be old.
erk.
i guess.
hehe
well..although rite now i'm not really working
i'm just doing some practical
hee
currently at MPOB(Malaysian Palm Oil Board)
fuh....nothing i ever imagined before for wut i've been doing rite now
i always been busy
kalah org2 MPOB sndiri
its because my 'gentle' supervisor la..
give a huge applause to my one n only supervisor
DR.KARIMAH AHMAD
she been asking us to do all kind of work
give us a lot of jawatan..
some of d jawatan yg pernah d sandang oleh kami semua (me,ina,maru,kicap) ialah

1. manager
2. cleaner
3. qc manager
4. mamat n minah kilang
5. tukang kebun
   

i guess, after dis we all are qualified enough to have all those post above
so...anyone..klo ade jawatan kosong utk post2 sprti diatas,sila ofer kt ktorg ni ye
hehe